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Friday, October 12, 2007
i miss blogging..
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how i miss blogging na.. walang time eh.. i miss nadz.. :(
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
wheniwoikeup..
---> when i opened my eyes this morning, i realized, may naiwan pala ko back there.. kelan ko kaya makukuha ulit yun?? i'm not in a hurry naman to get it back, pero ano naman ang gagawin nun dun?? it'll be there lang wandering off, waiting 'til it fades away, 'til it disappears, 'til it's back to nothingness..

at the same time, while i was thinking of that something that i left behind, may naform na naman na thoughts sa isip ko.. some phrases, managed to make something out of it.. wala lang.. hehehe!! so here it goes..

"how?"

how do i end a story that hasn't even started?

how do i say the words that remains to be unsaid?

how do i go back for something that i left behind?

how do i move on when i'm still stuck with you?

and lastly..

how do i let go of someone who was never and will never be mine?

how?

eerrr?? it's wednesday pala tomorrow.. y'all know what that means.. LAUYA day!! hahaha!! i miss everything.. i miss ajel's voice, that same irritating voice i hear everyday.. i miss teasing alaine.. i miss the siesta times with caloy.. i miss going to mamilei's place and making lambing.. i miss allan's witty remarks.. i miss the pangaalaska of ariel.. i miss the way i call her "prinsesa ko".. :)

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deliberated & squiggled by Mhellow @ 1:59 PM   1 comments
Saturday, March 10, 2007
:P :D :)
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"take one good look at me, for it might be your very last.."

so.. did you?? heehee!! i'm so loving this line.. one of my finest creations ever.. so perfect timing.. nice.. :P

oh.. and by the way.. dun sa mga TRUE friends ko na nagtanong about what happened and was worried about me.. i thank you wholeheartedly!! don't worry about me, i feel great.. if there's one thing to be sad about, it would be leaving y'all behind.. you guys know who you are, ayt?? and, for those na nagtanong just for the sake of knowing and just to have something you can talk about with your friends.. i say thanks.. just for the effort of sending me a message.. and please, do get a life!! you morons, you don't hafto talk about me.. hindi ko naman kayo kaclose, i'm no celebrity either.. i know i'm cute and charming.. i'm popular alright.. if you want my autograph, just tell me.. just don't pretend like you care about me.. i'm not mad, hindi ko lang matolerate makipagplastikan sa inyo.. i'm loving the attention though.. so thanks na rin.. hahaha!! peace yo!! :D

trivia:
03/09/07 - she was wearing the same top she wore on valentine's day and i'm wearing the same top i wore on that same day.. nice huh?? :)

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deliberated & squiggled by Mhellow @ 6:26 PM   0 comments
Thursday, March 08, 2007
aawww..
---> sh*t!! i just hafto make kwento of what happened kanina over the radio (magic 89.9).. ang sweet talaga.. promise!! there was this couple who's celebrating their 5th year anniversary.. apparently they can't go out and stuff coz the guy has flu.. he's dead sick talaga, i know.. you can tell by the sound of his voice.. hahaha!! so the gal is nagtatampo coz they can't spend the day together, rather no activities for the day.. no sexy time today dear, sorry.. hahaha!! so mo, mojo, maui and miguel tried to patch things up between them with a song from julianna.. she's a new singer i think, but she does sing well and she plays the guitar too.. good times.. she sang if i ain't got you by alicia keys..

moving on.. so after the song, ok na yung couple, with the girl saying "i know it's hard to get through the line, but given your effort to call, that's more than enough..".. then, mo asked the guy "what do you wanna tell her??".. then guy here started this super long statement, saying "blah blah blah.. we've had good times, bad times and sexy times.. blah blah blah.. i know we've been trying hard to make this relationship work.. blah blah blah.. you're the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with.. blah blah blah.. bottom line is.." then came the proposal.. a simple "will you marry me??".. aawww.. the girl was speechless.. crying, she only managed to say "yes".. the booth went nuts talaga.. mojo was screaming like hell.. hahaha!! now that's good times.. uh no.. great times pala.. :P

i have to comment pala on ms. maui taylor.. she sings well, as in singer well.. who would have thought huh?? hahaha!! :D

on to other things.. i had a dream this morning.. i find it really weird but it's the best i've had so far.. it's maiksi lang, kainis nga eh.. as in bitin.. hahaha!! pero this time clear yung dream ko.. ok, here it goes.. in my dream i was doing something with the pc, then girl here came in may kinuha na something, then she went to my table and was writing on to something.. pasimple that i was, i was staring at her face.. then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, i just stood up, leaned close to her ear and whispered "i love you".. hahaha!! funny no?? what i like about this dream is her reaction.. the moment i said those three words, she smiled.. then she faced me still smiling, not saying a word.. i took both her hands and knelt down in front of her.. right then she told me "you don't have to kneel down" and i said "sshhh!! i wanted to do this for a very long time so i just want you to listen, ayt??".. then pooop!! nagising na ako.. oo!! talk about bitin dreams.. hahaha!! still it was the bestest dream i've had.. too bad nga lang that dreams are sometimes the opposite of what's real.. too bad..

saying thanks to red canda for yesterday.. lunch was sobrang nakakabusog.. thanks and goodluck to you!! :)

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deliberated & squiggled by Mhellow @ 9:28 AM   0 comments
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
justoneofthose..
---> poem.. this was like, years back pa.. oh well.. hahaha!! :P

“smile”

you are now reading a piece of mine
hope you’ll read it from time to time
don’t be bothered with all the pine
want to let you know what’s on my mind..

your sweet smile is so endearing to me
if i’d ask you once, would you give it for free?
just one smile for me, please don’t worry
but wait, i might fall, can’t help it, i’m sorry..

please don’t mind me, just my way
of telling you i care and that i always pray
things might change, but know that i’ll stay
i’ll always be here my dear, come what may…

a smile in my heart, that’s what you are
just the thought of you, even form afar
brightens up my day, whether near or far
so thanks for being my smile.. my smile..

that’s who you are!!

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deliberated & squiggled by Mhellow @ 11:13 AM   0 comments
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
driftingfarfaraway
---> haaay.. nice start for a post huh?? a sigh.. hehe!! well, it's really kasigh sigh this time of my life.. a lot's been happening lately.. and i mean a lot.. i'm getting tired na nga eh.. of doing this, doing that.. i know i know, i'm not making sense to some of you.. pero i know some of you, alam what i'm ranting and raving about.. to those na may idea, i give y'all a wink.. and shut the hell up.. hehehe!! ;)

i need to put closure on something, pero i don't have an idea how to do it, the right way.. i want to end things right.. para when i move on, i don't hafto look back and say "sayang".. i hate regrets.. life is too short para punuin ng regrets.. i guess i got sooo weary, that's why.. getting rid of something is really hard.. lalo na if it stays with you.. whew!!

"kung may gusto kang magtapos ng tama dapat simulan mo din ng tama"

heard this line somewhere.. nice.. pero what if it started wrong?? does it mean you hafto end it the wrong way din?? or make it end right?? ewan ko ba.. i might have started the wrong way.. sorry tao lang.. kainis!! parang i entered something and now, i can't turn my back on it.. i need help with this..

on to other things now.. may new inaanak is sooo adorable.. she's just a baby and yet snob na.. hahaha!! mana sa ninong.. saw ghost rider during the weekends.. it's nice though bitin sa fight scenes.. 'til here na lang for now.. i miss my friend nadz pala.. hi nadz!! :D

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deliberated & squiggled by Mhellow @ 10:53 AM   0 comments
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
hahaha!!
---> funny.. some nosy officemates of mine got a hold of my blog's url.. it's alright though, i'm not mad or anything.. like i said, it's for the world to read.. ;P

one of the comments i got.. "nyehehehe. bistado ka na men! chocolate candy, or candy chocolate? hehe. looks like she really she got you big!".. don't ask who gave this.. hahaha!! loko ka!! :D

i always get this question.. kami na ba daw?? ok ok!! once and for all, the answer's NO, alright?? get it?? got it?? good!! enjoy reading na lang.. i'm not in the mood for a long post.. maybe next time.. hahaha!! peace yo!! :)

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deliberated & squiggled by Mhellow @ 10:37 AM   0 comments
love is a risk.. happiness is a choice.. who will you love?? how much will you risk??
mhellow

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